Purpose.

What is our purpose in life? What is our goal in life?

The ultimate goal for us humans here on earth is to be in heaven, to be with God. Everything here in this world is temporary. Everything, when we die, we can't bring it to wherever we are going.

What we CAN bring is the good things that we have done in this earth. God might ask us, "What have you done to make earth a better place? What have you done good?"

We are stewards of the Lord, everything here in this world is NOT really ours, but His. We must protect what we have now and save it. Example is nature. Humans tends to destroy nature for its own use. And now, we have Global Warming, climate change, etc. Because God is warning us that this is not right anymore, that we are almost at our limits. If we continue to do this, the earth might really give up on us already.


I learned to appreciate life more, and keep on learning it. I'm human. I make mistakes. But we continue to grow with this mistakes, and with this we become a better person.

For the past months that I'm doubting and struggling of the things happening in my life, there were people sent by God for me not to let go to Him. These were my family and friends. I was down and lost, but with them I learned to hold on and to hold on tighter.

Now, I'm yet to face another challenge in my life. And that is being a college freshmen. The real world is waiting for me, new people, new place, new everything. Oh yes, I'm scared. Really scared. I'm scared to meet new people, I'm scared of the places I'll be in. I'm new to everything there. But then again, why? If I know, there are people believing in me that I can do all this and will NEVER leave me.

I just wish that I can bring back lost time, but no. We can't rewind when the clock ticks. So do everything to the fullest.

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Do one act of random kindness a day.

Just finished our prayer session with our dad. Todays topic was taken from the movie "PAY IT FORWARD".

It was a story of a boy who was challenged by their social studies teacher on how they can change the world. He's idea was paying forward. Usually, when we help people we tend to pay them back. What he did was, he payed forward, he do something good, extra ordinary to other people.

For something to work, you must wait. And change is about waiting. To change the world, first you must change yourself and upon doing that you must do this "paying forward" in your house. How could you change something so big if you can't change for the small ones?

Do one act of random kindness a day. Do simple duties extra ordinarily well, like what St. John Bosco said.

And as you do that, there will be a chain. Maybe they will realize what you're doing to them that they might actually do the same to others and so on... Isn't that nice?

I'm a very impatient person and I want things to be quick. But if you really want to do something and see its results...you have to wait.

Good Night, God Bless!

Thoughts to ponder on.

For the past days I was thinking, when is the time to let go? On something, or someone.

I was really devastated to know a friend of mine was left behind of the one he loved. I just wish I could do something. I know exactly how he feels.

Somehow, I felt scared. What if it will happen to me? What if she'll leave me? And I really don't want that to happen.

So I personally messaged her at YM and asked her to promise me, if she'll find someone better than me, she would tell me. But her I got a different answer, and somehow made me smile. She said, " I wont make a promise, because I won't do it. And it will never and it's impossible." I just said, "alright. :* "

I felt so lucky and so blessed that I have her.

She even had a surprise that I didn't expect, she brought me to Enchanted Kingdom last Thursday. First, the thought of being there didn't sank into my mind. Then our 1st ride was "The Space Shuttle" (a roller coaster ride). And yes, somehow I realize that we're there. I enjoy and LOVE every time that I'm with her. I'm already happy just being with her, seeing her smile, feeling her touch. This feeling is just, WOW. :)

Whew. Blog entry for ages. :) till next time.

In the Morning of Decision

If you want to do something,

then sketch out your pitiful dream

If you want to do something,

then sketch out your dream

with badly lit, but pleasant love

“You don’t have to pretend, not being very cool suits you well”

The more effort we put into it,

the more fruitless our journey is

Our hands and fleet fly everywhere

like we’re in an elementary school parade

Living life, isn’t it great?

So being laughed at by people definitely feels alright

The real me is shut away in the depths of my heart

36/5 human,

to put it plainly now, we don’t stop

But I’m still acting tough,

I’m still putting up a barrier

I’m fighting with the pain

Times are tough, I wish I could say that;

that’s how I feel

We’re a couple of laughing cowards, acting tough

Even though I’m lonely,

I’m pretending to be just fine

In order to protect myself,

who feels like he’s about to crumble

It shouldn’t be only me that feels these feelings

of having no place to turn to

I’m carrying with me

This rootless loneliness…

I’m indifferent to the pain of others

When I’m really being myself, I get insecure

I hate people, and I think only of being unhappy

I whine about the things that I’m deprived of

I scream and cry like a 3 year old kid

I’m sitting and waiting for my afternoon snack,

called love

Not giving in to the reflection in the asphalt

Walking with my own feet,

I looked at people, and thought

If I could move,

if there was a place I wanted to head to

Then I would walk there with my own feet

There were nights when

I wasn’t sure if I’d be able to

Get my real smile back again

Supported by the warmth of the people that I love

I thought that maybe I should try to believe,

one more time

Times are tough, I wish I could say that;

that’s how I feel

We’re a couple of laughing cowards, acting tough

Even though I’m lonely,

I’m pretending to be just fine

In order to protect myself,

who feels like he’s about to crumble, but

My mistakes and scars, being perplexed

and the days when I was about to cry

They’re all proof that I lived my life, as myself

If you want to do something, then from now on

Sketch out your pitiful dream,

with more strength than anyone else

Readying your explanation, and holding your head high

without hesitation

Keep on singing about a person called yourself

-Aqua Timez

Napa-blog ulit :)

whew.

blogged again after a long time.