Experiencing College life at DLS-CSB

It is my 3rd day at De La Salle-College of St. Benilde being here is just great! I'm actually enjoying here, though coming to school is just a hassle since I still don't have a dorm and I'm coming from Laguna.

I usually wake up 4:50 in the morning getting fixed for the class, I leave the house at 5:30 then I get a bus going to TAFT. The travel is not that long, i guess. I arrive at school around 6:40 in the morning so early since my class starts at 8. Just hanging out on the nearest 7/11 store near my building

I'm trying to get used to colleges way of teaching. Still meeting new friends, though I'm still having a hard time talking to others because of fear. hehe.

I miss my HS friends. BTW, Joan, Romniel and Cholo are Benildeans also but I haven't been with them. I saw Romniel and Cholo already along the corridors. Joan is at the main campus.

I wish that I can see my barkada more often, I feel somehow lonely here. Of course you have friends here, but the one you always get used to being with.

I miss her so much. Our situation is hard, seeing each other once a week and sometimes it depends. Long distance. But " if there is a will, there is a way!"

Well this is the choice I made. Sometimes I feel like, if a made the right decision but there is always a reason why you are there, and that is by God.

I just hope and pray, I can last long here :)

Morning.

Today, I'll be going to DLS-CSB to enroll. Excited and nervous.

Dad got my X-ray and it's results and it goes like this...

"FINDINGS:

Lungs are clear

The heart is not enlarged.

There is mild dextroscoliosis of the thoractic spine."

What is this dextroscoliosis?

Scoliosis (from Greek: skoliōsis meaning "crooked condition," from skolios, "crooked") is a medical condition in which a person's spine is curved from side to side. Although it is a complex three-dimensional deformity, on an x-ray, viewed from the rear, the spine of an individual with a typical scoliosis may look more like an "S" or a "C" than a straight line. It is typically classified as either congenital (caused by vertebral anomalies present at birth), idiopathic (cause unknown, sub-classified as infantile, juvenile, adolescent, or adult according to when onset occurred) or neuromuscular (having developed as a secondary symptom of another condition, such as spina bifida, cerebral palsy, spinal muscular atrophy or physical trauma). This condition affects approximately 7 million people in the United States. Cause In the case of the most common form of scoliosis, adolescent idiopathic scoliosis, there is no clear causal agent and it is generally believed

Dextro means to the right.. something like that.. Dextroscoliosis is the slow, sideways rotating curvature of the spine together with the rib cage.

Here is a blog that i've read...

You wake up in the morning still feeling overly tired after a long night of sleep and sometimes with a humongous headache to top it all of. You do your usual thing and feels little bone snapping here and there as you move. You also have leg or hip pains especially after a long, tiring day. You just can’t stand being on your feet too long and sitting in that same position for long periods of time. These are generally what people with dextroscoliosis usually go through.

It is a burden, literally and figuratively, having dextroscoliosis because it affects the spine which supports our body and the rib cage which protects our internal organs. Dextroscoliosis is the slow, sideways rotating curvature of the spine together with the rib cage. Well, that’s actually to put it mildly and simply. If detected early, there’s a big chance for the spine to be corrected back to its proper, normal curve through series of therapy and back braces. But if detected too late, like in my case which is 45 degrees already, series of therapy not to correct the spine but to slow down the progress of the cruve is highly recommended. Spine surgery is also the only way at this point to correct the spine. There is also dextroscoliosis, like again in my case, that have corresponding curvature at the lower back or what you call “S” curve. The lower curvature compensate for the curvature in the upper back which helps in slowing down the progress of the curve in the upper back.

There’s no scientific evidences yet that suggest that scoliosis of any kind is hereditary or is in the genes. Rehab medicine points out to the kind of lifestyle a person has as the main reason for the development of scoliosis. Improper posture, constant carrying of heavy loads, lack of exercise, strenuous activities and sometimes accidents are just some of the major culprits. There are no medicines either that can cure scoliosis. Change of lifestyle is the only cure for scoliosis. Daily exercises recommended by your rehab doctor which sometimes consist of: Strengthening exercises for the back such as stretching in the direction opposite the curve, Curl ups or crunches to strengthen abdomen which should bear the brunt of the heavy load we carry, and stretching/strengthening exercises for the hips and hamstrings of the legs are highly recommended. Scheduled therapies for the back and hips for pain management are also required. The therapy machines which have internal heating capabilities, help relax the bunched up muscles which most often causes the pains. Adapting a healthy lifestyle such as eating healthy food especially those rich in calcium is very important. Loosing weight or keeping your weight in proportion with your height should also be practiced because excess weight strains the spine.

A person with scoliosis should adapt a positive attitude. For without this, you will feel that self-management of scoliosis will just be too hard and will just be too much too handle. Self-discipline should also be developed because without that all efforts of fighting off the progress of the curve will just go to waste. For those who have scoliosis like me, always remember that our back doesn’t set us apart from others, what sets us apart is our determination to not let this thing get in our way of enjoying and embracing life and everything that it has to offer…

The one with highlight, sometimes i feel those things. I just don't know if it is because of the scoliosis thing. >.<

Still gonna search it in the internet. Gonna eat now and then will go to TAFT. LATUR. :)

15 THINGS

1. At least five people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least fifteen people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don’t like you.
5. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don’t even know exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a good look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won’t get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later; you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you recieved. Forget the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

Source: http://deepfriedjupiter.tumblr.com/post/603684718

May 16, 2010, a rare sight of venus.

The Moon and Venus.

Source:http://twitpic.com/1obqqo

Believe in your dreams, and they may come true; belive in yourself, and it will come true. :)

The picture is really not related with the title. But enough

said. :)

I'm a gLeek!

GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE! GLEE!

GLEE is just awesome. Quinn is so cute when she talks. :">

Favorite episode was the "Power of Madonna". I actually downloaded the album.

I Started watching gLee at the "Sectionals" episode, just now that I started "Pilot"

just want to share this, a link that has Highschool pictures of the cast. This is Diana a.k.a Quinn. :D

ENJOY!

Dianna Agron - Quinn Fabray

2003: Posing as Homecoming Princess at Burlingame High School in Burlingame, Calif.

http://www.usmagazine.com/moviestvmusic/photos/glee-yearbook-2010124/

PARIS.

Isa sa mga pangarap ko pag mayaman na ako, makapunta dito. Lalo na ngayon, gusto ko kasama ang mahal ko. :">

Feel ko kasi, napaka-romantic ng lugar na yan para sa inyong dalawa.

BALANG ARAW...

PUPUNTA DIN AKO DYAN.

KAMI. :">

Forever would be fine.

Meaning of some Paramore songs.

All We Know: When Jeremy left the band, the whole Album AWKIF is written around the concept of Jeremy leaving, and the empty couch with the shadow walking away symbolises the empty space he left.

Emergency: Hayley watching her parents fight and later divorce, I’ve heard it’s affected how she sees love (I’ll explain this later in TOE)
Franklin: About getting famous and not being home as much, basically.
For A Pessimist, I’m Pretty Optimistic: Josh wanted an awesome live song, and said that Hayley nailed the song lyrically as well. It’s about putting your faith in someone and they blow it.
Misery Business: A true story about Hayley watching one of her guy friends (who she had a crush on) be used by his girlfriend, but she eventually won him over.
crushcrushcrush: About liking someone, but they don’t like you back (while their B-side, Decoy, is the opposite: About being in a relationship when your heart really isn’t)
Born For This: Dedicated to us fans.
Ignorance: How Hayley felt a tension between herself and the guys in the band, so she started writing and the lyrics for this song started pouring out, and apparently the next day at practice, she was so worried at what the guys would say she mumbled the words into the mic. But it started getting the band talking about their problems and is said to be the song that saved Paramore.
Brick By Boring Brick: When you get so deeply involved in your fantasy it doesn’t just affect you, but everyone around you; so the only way to get free is to start building a foundation, even if it means starting with a stupid old brick.
Turn It Off: How Hayley started to feel as if she was losing faith in her religion.
The Only Excpetion: The first Paramore song to have a positive feeling towards love. It’s written about Chad Gilbert, and (like explained in Emergency) tells how she didn’t believe loved truely existed through watching her parents divorce.
Looking Up: Hayley’s favourite song on the new record, she says it’s one of the songs you wind the window down to and sing at the top of your lungs.
All I Wanted: Also written about Chad, Hayley described herself as being ‘emo’ when she wrote the song.

From: http://welovewilliams.tumblr.com/

Trust.

Oo, siguro kaya ko nasasabi to kasi masaya ako ngayon pero hindi lang naman sa gusto mo makasama e. God plans things not that what you want, but what you need. :)

Wag kang magpapa-pressure.

I'm back! After a week stay at my grandmother's house at Los Banos, I'm back here at Sta.Rosa! Well I was already back here yesterday and it was just now that we had our internet connection back.


So updates:

Thursday:
Went to Taft to get the "adjustment form" but failed because it didn't had anything to do with me. Left the house at 10am then got there around 11:30am, IT WAS SO HOT AND IT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH ME. Ate lunch at KFC then off to Los Banos. It was around 1pm and my head was aching because of the heat. :|

Friday:
Saw my YFC family. Went to St. Therese for Quench. It was fun having time to worship God. :)

Saturday:
Just stayed at home. :p

Sunday:
Celebrated mother's day with my grandmother, our cousins went to our place and spent the whole day together. Later that night, went to church with Vikko and Jerome. Tita Oyie, Jerome's Mom treated us mcdo after mass. :)

Monday:
Philippines 1st automated election. Hanged out with my elementary classmates, updated each other, laughed a lot, joked big time. Seeing each other before splitting in college.


Tuesday:
Valsalice reunion at Villa Casseres, only few attended. Jerome got fucked up! Sir Renz wasn't there he was a Poll watcher for Erap daw. :)) I saw Jing there! Nagparamdam din!

I realized many things this past week, what I really need to do. I was scared for college, the feeling of being rejected, the feeling of screwing up my studies big time, the feeling of failing my family and everyone whom is supporting me.

I realize that even that how much your friends are supporting you, or giving you advices will not work unless you help yourself. I prayed a lot, to God. For Him to help me with my feelings and of course with comforting from my love, the feeling of being scared slowly went away. I felt that God touched me and whispered, "It's okat, I'm here. I will never leave you."

From that day on, I was smiling again. Real. :)

At Los baños. :)

I'm gonna update when I'm back at Sta. Rosa. :)

Love is at CamSure enjoying her stay there, I'm here at LB enjoying my stay here though I miss her. :)

Hybrid Animals. Awesome

Zebroids

A zebroid is the offspring of a cross between a zebra and any other equine, usually a horse or a donkey. There are zorses, zonkeys, zonies, and a host of other combinations.

Zebroids are an interesting example of hybrids bred from species that have a radically different number of chromosomes. For instance, horses have 64 chromosomes and zebra have between 32 and 44 (depending on species). Even so, nature finds a way.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ygreen/20100427/sc_ygreen/sixamazinghybridanimals

There are 5 more other hybrid animals, just go to that link. ;)

So, I haven't blogged since last Sunday.

Last Saturday, overnight stay at Dom's place with Edward, and Ish. Dann was there that afternoon but he didn't stayed overnight. Played a lot of Plants VS Zombies, went to San Lo's best Sago at Gulaman. Made our own "Saan aabot ang bente mo?" commercial, acted like boxers, then spent our time watching TV (PBB) and laughing. Recalled fund memories of our High school life and talked about politics. hehe. We slept 4am in the morning of Sunday then woke up around 9am, everyone was bangged up. Then we part ways around 5 in the afternoon.

Yesterday, watched Iron Man 2 with Vikko, Jerome and Tita Oyie at SM Sta. Rosa. The film was great, funny also. Bad thing, "Rhody" (Tony Stark's best friend) is not the same actor as Iron Man 1. Iron Man suits where bad ass. \m/ Can't wait for Iron Man 3, and the Averngers film. ;)

Gordon Speaks.

A video I saw on http://soynadie.blogspot.com

"What I care about is whether my vote is right or not.

I will vote for CHANGE. Sana kaya mo rin yun gawin. :)" -http://soynadie.blogspot.com

Gordon is not arrogant, he is just telling the truth and the truth hurts. ;)

5:30 ay-em.

So I didn't went back to sleep when I woke up around 4am, instead I waited for the sun to rise and planed to jog here in our village. I saw sunlight already around 5:10 but I started jogging 5:30. From our house I jogged until the middle of the main road at Belair 3 then walk until its end. Going back, I walked until the Belair 3's guard house then started jogging back at our place. While jogging back, I was thinking to cook myself breakfast, thinking that there will be hotdogs and eggs in the fridge. No hotdogs, just eggs. So I cooked scrambled eggs, cooked an instant noodle and fried rice. It turned out great! I'm so full, and everyone is still asleep. hehe.

Now, washing the dishes. :|

Don't fear temptation; use it to GROW. Temptation is just a choice.Every time you choose to do the RIGHT thing, you get stronger.-

Pastor RW.

So fucked up.

It's 4:45am. Woke up coz of headache.

I tried to get along, but then again I guess its just not really my thing.

:">

The best part in falling in love is when you already know from the start that it won't work. But still, you went for it. And now, you are completely happy. :)

Best movie of the decade.

While I was browsing Time magazine's web page at time.com,

I saw best movies of the decade. And Wall-E was there. I've been really curious with the movie ever since then and I just don't have the time to watch it. I thought it would be just a LAME movie but I gave it a try.

And it was not LAME, it was actually very good! The story was great, Wall-E and EVE makes a very good couple. :"> Even though there were no much lines being thrown by the characters you would understand the story easily.

I recommend this movie, really. A MUST WATCH!

It was raining, and I was asleep.

I slept around 3pm because my head was aching. It was already cloudy and I thought it would rain. And it did, it rained hard, there was thunder and all. Then I've been waking up in the middle of that sleep. Finally I woke up around 8, then ate dinner. My head still aches. Its hot here inside the house though its cold outside, there is no wind. :|

I miss you so much now, I want to see you and to be with you.

Good Morning.

I thought I would be sleeping well last night. I was thinking of her smile, remembering her voice each time she's telling me that she loves me and refreshing memories that made me miss her more. :)

but then.

Didn't sleep well, nightmares were eating me so almost the whole night I was awake. O.o

I wished that she was there to hug me tight. >:D<

Gonna sleep this later afternoon, hoping it will be not that HOT.

Woke up early (really hated waking up early but to discipline and not to get used to waking up late for college) after some morning routines me and my dad pulled off and cut grass at our backyard, never been that sweaty since training days. hehe. Then swept the floor.

Now I'm waiting for breakfast, hotdogs and adobo for lunch!

Currently downloading B.o.B Presents: The Adventures of Bobby Ray. Good thing there is torrents. hehe. Overnight stay tomorrow at Doms' place with Dann and Ish.

Aw. *hug*

Nakita kita sa isang litrato. Shoot! bigla kitang naalala. Namiss tuloy kita.. Bigla.. Ng sobra...

Sa bawat oras na hindi tayo magkasama, nararamadaman ko sa sarili ko na hinahanap hanap kita. Ang iyong halik, kung paano mo ako yakapin, ang pag hawak mo ng aking kamay. Miss na miss na kitaaaaaaaa.

Gusto na kitang makasama ulit, mayakap. Kahit kahapon magkasama lang tayo. hehe. Eh sa ayoko na mawalay sayo, pero alam naman nating hindi pa ngayon. Sa bawat oras na matutulog na ako, ikaw ang iniisip. Hindi tuloy ako agad makatulog. Iniisip ko lahat ng mga ngyari na satin, masasayang oras at yung mga oras din na medyo hindi tayo nagkakasundo. :P

Mahal na mahal kita, Oo. Nasasabi ko na sa kanya yan ngayon. Lagi. :p at sana pang habang buhay. :)

And we just can't help not to ask, why?

I'm trying my best to understand why is life like this? God is just too smart and wise that He's just letting us to put everything to Him. And still I tend to ask, why?

Today something happened that made our family so scared and after the incident made us strong.

Even though, we got scared. I GOT SCARED. and still asks, why?

Yes, I said in my other blog entry is TRUST, but then again. Why?

Bad habits can age you by 12 years, study suggests.

The risky behaviors were: smoking tobacco; downing more than three alcoholic drinks per day for men and more than two daily for women; getting less than two hours of physical activity per week; and eating fruits and vegetables fewer than three times daily

From: http://health.yahoo.com/news/ap/us_med_bad_habits_survival.html

I usually go to yahoo.com to find interesting topic shown on their home page. And I found this.
I think it is okay to drink, just not too much and I think smoking must be included here. Realized that I must eat those veggies and fruits!

No expectation. No disappointment.

Not all we desire.

Dad taught me on how to cook rice, since I don't know how. Many rice got stuck at the side. Well there is always a 1st time for everything. hehe.

I saw this picture and struck me. Got it from yfc.tumblr.com



This is so true, maybe we don't get what we really desire or the things what we want. BUT God has better plans for us. I have questioned Him so many times, and I know its hard to understand things in life. But we just need trust Him.

Trust. :)

LEET SPEAK.

So I got curious with one on my friend's status (Pau) in YM, here how it goes. "Nakakatawa ang Facebook pag naka-leet speak!" I asked her what is this LEET SPEAK. Then she instructed me to change my facebook language to LEET SPEAK. And so I went to Account Setting>>Language>>Leet speak and guess what showed up? THIS!



I suddenly jumped off my chair and said, WTF?! xD

Its really funny though, facebook came up with the JEJEMON idea language and called it in a nice term... LEET SPEAK. :))

And then, I posted this on my plurk.
"Ramon hates Facebook in Leet Speak. xD"

a friend (Mike Garcia) replied and said,
"wag ganyan...iba ang origin ng leet speaking...it originates from computer geeks as antihack and encrypting. professional ang purpose nun.
ung sa j3j3 naman ay for convenience ng mga putang ina nila..akala nila maganda at madali..."

So i felt embarrassed, I was wrong. It was really not taken from JEJEMONs. :)) You rock LEET SPEAKERS!

F jejemons! XD

Meditation, Appreciation and the Law of Attraction

Meditation has become well known in North America over the last few years. There are different styles of meditation, all with basically the same goal, to bring calmness to the body.

Why do you want to do this? Because most people spend a great deal of their time in negative thought, worrying about things or feeling overwhelmed, disappointed, angry or afraid. And most people think that they have no control over these thoughts. They believe that their thoughts “think themselves.” What is really TRUE is that we DO have control over our thoughts and most of us are just “sloppy thinkers.” We have become so practiced at thinking whatever comes forth, we do not realize that we actually have the POWER TO FOCUS or guide our own thoughts.

How do I know this? Well we just have to turn our television on and see what is being watched day in and day out. The news, for example, is almost always negative, giving us the impression that we are in a very bad place as a world. And the truth is the news is NOT ACCURATE. It always portrays in inaccurate amount of negative things happening. In fact, what IS TRUE is that there are way more wonderful things happening than negative things. The well-being of our planet is abundant.

Thus, the practice of mediation has become popular in order to bring calmness forth. Being calm and feeling good is our natural state of well-being. At our core, we are calm and happy beings and most of us are out of balance. When we mediate, we get back in touch with our core.

It makes sense that a practice such as meditation would come forth because it is our natural state to move towards that which feels good. Mediation feels much better than these negative thoughts and emotions that we have.

Now, I propose that an even higher state of well-being is being in a state of appreciation. When we are appreciating the things in our lives that we love, we are in the highest state of wellness. Appreciation is right up there with happiness and love and joy, in terms of emotional well-being. Appreciation is actually a higher state of well-being than is mediation.

Now how does the Law of Attraction come into play? Well, when we understand that our thoughts and emotions are bringing our reality towards us each and every day, then we can truly decide to become DELIBERATE CREATORS. In other words we can create the reality that we truly want.

For many it is hard to imagine that we can BE, DO or HAVE anything that we want. This is the truth. For example, if we want to be a millionaire and we focus consistently on how wonderful this will be when we are a millionaire, the law of attraction will respond in kind by bringing us those people and experiences that will attract this kind of wealth.

If we are unhealthy and we want to be healthy, our work is to focus our thoughts on seeing ourselves as healthy and then feel how great it will be to be healthy. And guess what, the law of attraction will respond in kind by bringing us towards the health that we seek. Health is our natural state.

If we want a beautiful new lover, our work again is to focus on how wonderful this will feel to have this person in our lives and how much fun we are going to have. And the law of attraction responds in kind to bring us this person that we are seeking.

Now it was my experience a while ago, that I was so practiced at worrying or feeling overwhelmed, that I spent a great deal of time experiencing things that were the emotional equivalent of this. When I learned about and truly understood about the Law of attraction, I became determined to be a deliberate creator. Now that I knew that I created my own reality, I knew that I wanted it to be wonderful.

It has taken me a while to truly move my whole vibration or emotional level into a higher feeling place so that the beautiful life I am seeking can come forth.

It is the most empowering thing to know that we have the power to create. We are creators, each of us and we have all come forth to create.

I have an appreciation practice that I do each day, where I either write down all the things that I appreciate or I sit quietly and think of what I am appreciating on any given day. This practice not only keeps me emotionally tuned in to feeling great, it also brings to me all those things that I have asked for that will bring me the happiness and well-being that I seek.

Imagine a world of powerful deliberate creators all having a magnificent life experience. That is the world that I focus on each day.


FROM

http://joaniemcmahon.com/meditation-appreciation-and-the-law-of-attraction/

Purpose.

What is our purpose in life? What is our goal in life?

The ultimate goal for us humans here on earth is to be in heaven, to be with God. Everything here in this world is temporary. Everything, when we die, we can't bring it to wherever we are going.

What we CAN bring is the good things that we have done in this earth. God might ask us, "What have you done to make earth a better place? What have you done good?"

We are stewards of the Lord, everything here in this world is NOT really ours, but His. We must protect what we have now and save it. Example is nature. Humans tends to destroy nature for its own use. And now, we have Global Warming, climate change, etc. Because God is warning us that this is not right anymore, that we are almost at our limits. If we continue to do this, the earth might really give up on us already.


I learned to appreciate life more, and keep on learning it. I'm human. I make mistakes. But we continue to grow with this mistakes, and with this we become a better person.

For the past months that I'm doubting and struggling of the things happening in my life, there were people sent by God for me not to let go to Him. These were my family and friends. I was down and lost, but with them I learned to hold on and to hold on tighter.

Now, I'm yet to face another challenge in my life. And that is being a college freshmen. The real world is waiting for me, new people, new place, new everything. Oh yes, I'm scared. Really scared. I'm scared to meet new people, I'm scared of the places I'll be in. I'm new to everything there. But then again, why? If I know, there are people believing in me that I can do all this and will NEVER leave me.

I just wish that I can bring back lost time, but no. We can't rewind when the clock ticks. So do everything to the fullest.

:)

Do one act of random kindness a day.

Just finished our prayer session with our dad. Todays topic was taken from the movie "PAY IT FORWARD".

It was a story of a boy who was challenged by their social studies teacher on how they can change the world. He's idea was paying forward. Usually, when we help people we tend to pay them back. What he did was, he payed forward, he do something good, extra ordinary to other people.

For something to work, you must wait. And change is about waiting. To change the world, first you must change yourself and upon doing that you must do this "paying forward" in your house. How could you change something so big if you can't change for the small ones?

Do one act of random kindness a day. Do simple duties extra ordinarily well, like what St. John Bosco said.

And as you do that, there will be a chain. Maybe they will realize what you're doing to them that they might actually do the same to others and so on... Isn't that nice?

I'm a very impatient person and I want things to be quick. But if you really want to do something and see its results...you have to wait.

Good Night, God Bless!

Thoughts to ponder on.

For the past days I was thinking, when is the time to let go? On something, or someone.

I was really devastated to know a friend of mine was left behind of the one he loved. I just wish I could do something. I know exactly how he feels.

Somehow, I felt scared. What if it will happen to me? What if she'll leave me? And I really don't want that to happen.

So I personally messaged her at YM and asked her to promise me, if she'll find someone better than me, she would tell me. But her I got a different answer, and somehow made me smile. She said, " I wont make a promise, because I won't do it. And it will never and it's impossible." I just said, "alright. :* "

I felt so lucky and so blessed that I have her.

She even had a surprise that I didn't expect, she brought me to Enchanted Kingdom last Thursday. First, the thought of being there didn't sank into my mind. Then our 1st ride was "The Space Shuttle" (a roller coaster ride). And yes, somehow I realize that we're there. I enjoy and LOVE every time that I'm with her. I'm already happy just being with her, seeing her smile, feeling her touch. This feeling is just, WOW. :)

Whew. Blog entry for ages. :) till next time.